Goodbye, I say to the month of January 2011.
Thank you for being the last I need to see from you.
What you've gave me is more than enough, it will really be nice of you if you never visit again.
One can only take so much at a time.
1st Jan: Not going to France in Feb. Not going well with Christian.
2nd Jan: Dad got admitted into hospital, got into a fight with mom.
3rd Jan: Lost the tutor job.
4th Jan: Found out that I owed the bank RM15,000.00.
5th Jan: Lowest point in my life whereby I felt the lady who offered me to stand under the umbrella while crossing the road was the nicest person ever and wanted to lunged myself to her and cry on her shoulder. Too dramatic, I know. But, can you imagine?
6,7,8th Jan: Living life having a horrible feeling in my gut, fearing that today will be a worst day.
9th Jan: Big blow in the head. Mom was suspected cancer again. Next appointment in 27th Jan.
16th Jan: He said he cant do distance, I merely said okay. I was in a stage whereby I don't care shit bout anything anymore.
22nd Jan: Rest in Peace, Genie. May all the best wishes go to your family.
23rd Jan: He said he misses me and I've not contacted him for the longest time ever(not true). Why must he be like this? I am cool with being sad, why can't he just let me be sad ALONE?
27th Jan: Texted him. Doc said if antibiotic is taking effect for mom, then, it is okay. Nothing else need to be done. Useless doctor.
29th Jan: He replied and said he is free to talk on Sunday afternoon for him(which is midnight for me. Don't I need to work?)
30th Jan: We didn't talk.
J'en ai marre.
Dear, Jan is really not a good month for you.
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